Sunday, February 04, 2007

[**should i be sorry..]

first of all.. bnabti ko c joycie at c dadi.. isang taon n kau.. sna ay plagi kaung mging masaya.. khit n mnsan my mga fights.. nasosolve nio nman.. labshuu both..

haha.. ka- miss mg-blog.. kc dti lhat ng ngyayari skin nandito.. ngyon npagiwanan n ng pnahon.. buti at npgicp- icp ko n mg- update.. hehe..

haayy.. la nman akong ikwekwento.. sa dmi ng gusto ko snang ilagay dito.. d ko n alm kng san ako mg- uumpisa.. mlapit ng mg- end ang skul yir.. at mgfo- 4th yir n kmi.. how sad..

spiking of pgging 4th yir.. prom n pla nitong drating n friday (connect?).. advanced hapi d-day tom.. haha.. angaling db?? b-day nia prom.. haha.. blow- out dpat.. *jowk* blik prom n nga lng.. CYL III officer aq kya busy in preparing.. pro mnsan dko rmdam ung prom.. hehe.. kakain lng nman kmi ni gimi dun eh.. ppunta nga pla kmi sa tuesday sa crossroads pra tngnan ung venue.. yey.. wlang klase.. sna praktis nlng dis wik pra masaya..

dpat well- prepared kau.. mnsan mnsan lng nman 2 mngyari eh.. except kung mgging teacher k, you'll have it yearly.. (gling ky ian kim).. haha.. sna mging msaya tau lhat sa prom..

nu pb?? inaatake nnman ako ng ktamaran.. gbi n pla.. at my pasok n bukas.. my quiz p ata sa physics at chem (la prn akong naiintndhan).. haha.. sna mging mganda nman mga grades ko.. yoko kcng maalis sa curie.. syang ang loyalty award.. un n nga lng pwedeng mtnggap eh.. haha..

la n ata aqng mkwento.. dmi kcng ngyayari sa mga buhay- buhay.. hehe.. i'll try my best to update (prng ito rn ung cnabi ko nung last post eh).. haha.. 2 nnman ako.. hngang salita nlng..

cge sa susunod ulit.. \m/

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You know me well, you know it's wrong
Then what is it you feel?
You hide behind those perfect smiles
It won't fool me, cause you already did..

♥ain't your doll;
9:06 PM

Thursday, October 12, 2006

[**please,, that's enough..]

elow,, kmusta na aking blog... antgal ko ng ndi ngpopost.. ndi ko na nga kabisado ung mga codes eh.. haha..c:

khapon ung fieldtrip nmin,, wla akong masabi.. haha.. ito n ata ung pinakapasaway na fieldtrip.. lhat ng rules ata na-violate nmin.. hehe.. ganyan tlga..

absent ako ngayon.. db pasaway? pero ok lng un.. apat lng nman kc ung pumasok.. whaha.. gudlak tlga smin bukas..

haha,, la na akong masabi.. dti plaging updated 2ng blog ko pero ngayon once a month nlng.. minsan nga wla png update eh.. haha.. ewan ko ba?? prang bc lgi pro wla nman akong na-aacomplish.. db ayos..

pagpasensiyahan nio na 'tong post ko.. plagi kong cnasbi na titinuan ko na ung update pro hnggang ngayon wla prng matino... ng-uupdate lng ako for the sake n masabng ng-update ako.. haha,,

andmi- dmi ng ngyari.. sayang at ndi ko nlalagay sa blog ko..:c haayy,, lungkot nga ng buhay ngayon eh.. basta..

tag prin kau ah.. khit wlang mga updates.. hihi,,

cge,, hnggang sa susunod ulit.. i'll try to update my blog ng mas mdalas.. haha..

anganda ng waltz.. kaka-adik..

c:

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I've said this a million times before
And i'm sick
But all that i need
And all that i bleed
And all that i care for
Is you

♥ain't your doll;
10:58 PM

Thursday, August 10, 2006

whahaha.. actually perio ngayon eh.. at ngayon ko p naisipang mg- update.. hehehe... ang tgal.. tgal.. tgal.. tgal ko ng ndi ng- uupdate.. wawa nman 2ng blog ko.. ang dmi kcng dpat gwin eh.. kya wla na akong tym.. hihihi..

wla e2.. pgkatapos ng series of long test, project makings, overnyts, mall hoping.. perio na.. 2 days to go.. 2nd quarter na.. haayyy... sna matapos n2.. kya lng ayoko ko png grumaduate..

wla akong malalagay... cguro sa susunod n lng ulit..

sori kung ndi matino post ko ngyun.. hehehe..

♥ain't your doll;
1:57 PM

Saturday, July 08, 2006

ngayon ko lng ma-popost 'to..

i was tagged by ate meLai.. xP

Instructions:
1. The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different descriptions of their perfect lover.
2. He/she needs to mention the sex/gender of their perfect lover.
3. He/she must tag 8 more people to join this game and leave a comment on their respective sites announcing that they've been tagged.
4. If tagged a second time, there's no need to post again.

Gender: male [xiempre naman..]

1. mabait. whahaha.. wla lng.. mas gusto ko kc ung mga lalaki n mababait kesa dun sa my mga bad boy image.. xiempre andito n ung pgiging understanding and gentleman.. tsaka ung plagi kng inaalala..

2. mas matangkad sa akin. maliliit lng nman ako.. kya db panget kng mas maliit pa skin ung guy.. ok n ung ms mtngkad ng onti wag lng ung sobra- sobra n titingalain ko pa sya.. whahaha..

3. may good sense of humor. masaya ksama tsaka ung npapatawa ako.. ung ndi ka ma- bobore pg ksama mo sya tsaka full of ideas..

4. sensitive. ung nkakaramdam kung ano ung na- fifeel mo.. ndi ung sensitive na iyakin.. kpag seryoso k, mgiging seryoso dn sya tpos kpg oras ng twanan tatawa dn sya.. tsaka ung nkakaramdam kpg my problema ka.. tsaka kng sensitive siya.. mgiging open sya syo about feelings, thoughts and opinions..

5. maalaga sa sarili. wla lng.. gusto ko mabango.. tsaka tinitingnan muna ung sarili sa salamin.. gusto ko ung kpg pinagpapawisan sya, pinupunasan kaagad nia ng panyo..

6. malakas ang appeal. bsta kpg my something sa knya na mpapatingin k tlga.. ok lng khit ndi maxadong gwapo.. ok n ung kyut.. whahaha.. tsaka ung talented na tao.. maraming ngagawa.. bsta maraming talents o kya mgaling sa sports.. o kya my something na maipagmamalaki sa knya o kya ung kakaiba sa knya.. ung my dating..

7. god- fearing. ndi gumagawa ng masama sa kapwa.. bsta un..

8. loves me for who i really am. accepts everything about me.. ung mga hilig ko, kyang tagalan ung ugali ko (mabait naman ako eh).. ung mga gusto at ayaw ko about things.. ung ndi namimilit.. may respeto..

un lng.. c',)

♥ain't your doll;
4:30 PM

Friday, July 07, 2006

[**never felt this way..]

ngayong wik lng tlga ako sobra sobrang npagod pro ngcmula ung skit ng ktawan ko nung saturday..

warm-up. yan.. may pratis kc kmi ng mapeh sa bhay nla mariah.. eh di un.. dpat 8:00 nsa mcdo na.. eh itong c rens ang tgal kya mga 8:20 n kmi nkarting.. pro ayos lng un kc ndi nman kmi ung pnka- late.. eh di un.. hnintay p nmin c desiree at aj pra sby- sby ng sumakay ng jeep.. eh d un mga 10:00 n ata kmi nkarting.. tpos sobrang init pa nun.. eh di un.. praktis time na.. kmi nla dawn, mariah, ian robb, austin, kat, kuya dennis at pti c rens n hndi ko kagrupo ay andun.. wla nman pla clng praktis.. kawawang rens.. eh di un.. beep ung knta nmin at c ian robb at kat ang gumawa ng steps.. puro kembot at pitik.. pano b nman c ian ung gmagwa eh.. eh di ung pti ung 'shoulder shake' nmin pntnggal ng balikat.. hehehe.. siningit- singit nga lng nmin ung warm- up exercises eh.. xp.. eh di un mga 1:30 ntapos n nmin at diretso sm fairwiew na..

fairwiew experience. un.. pgkatapos ng praktis punta n kmi ng sm pra mg- paxerox ng research.. iniwan nlng muna nmin sa copytrade ung ipapaxerox at diretso n sa maniax.. cla dawn, gimmie at kuya.. adik n sa maniax.. tpos nun dun nman kmi sa bago.. ung EZ2.. maniax na 2 lng at 3 paa.. ang saya nia.. ito n ang bgong kakaadikan.. first time nmin mliban ky ian.. nung una xiempre nangangapa pa pro nung huli ayos n.. x2 n ung speed nmin at infairness A kmi ni ninaj.. cla gimmie at dawn nman.. nkakatuwa kc sobra- sobra clang tumapak kya ung bkal mlapit sa speaker ung ntatamaan nla kya anng ingay pro ok lng.. enjoy nman lhat eh.. skit sa talampakan nga lng inabot nmin.. whahahaha.. eh di un knuha n nmin ung mga xerox.. inayos for 3 hours.. at nkaupo lng tlga kmi dun sa foodcourt hbng ng- aayos.. salamat nga pla ky austin sa pnlilibre.. pro c dawn ndi n kumain.. adik kc eh.. ang hirap mg- ayos lalo n nung nwalan ng page numbers.. haayyy.. pro ayos lng.. dmi nman kcng enjoyable as well as unforgettabble moments.. hehehe.. tpos ung mga 8:30 umuwi n kmi.. hbng c gimmie at dawn ay ng- maniax pa.. sobrang kkpagod tlga ng araw na 2.. xP..

takbuhan. nung monday ngkaroon ng activity sa physics kng saan u have to run for three times.. nung unang trial nga eh muntik n akong masubsob kc ndi ako snay ng tumatakbo with my little black shoes ayun.. sakit sa paa ang inabot ko.. tpos wla png warm- up kya.. nbgla ang aking feet.. hehehe..

execution of exercises. eh di un.. tpos ng puspusang pgpaparaktis n ikinasakit ng aming mga katawan.. presentation time n.. una cla jp.. hehehe.. angaling tlga nun sumayaw.. average joe ung song nla.. tpos cla gimmie at ninaj dn.. wakekeke.. c jp my papikit pikit effect pa.. tpos nxt cla joyce.. ang kyut ng knila kc push the button ung kanta.. hehehe.. ang gling tlga sumayaw at mgturo ni joyciie.. tpos un.. pangatlo kmi.. ayos lng nman.. kkkaba.. pro ok nman ung knalabas.. tpos cla justine na... beep dn ung knta nla.. pasaway tlga pro ok lng.. tpos cla aica na.. idol ko tlga un.. npakagaling gumiling.. nadala nia ung buong group nla.. hehehe.. tpos un.. bgayan n ng score [98, 99, 99, 96, 96].. o dba? ayos kc 99 kmi.. whahahhaha.. at dhil ky ian un.. hihihi.. sbi ni ma'am 'not a hundred for this quarter, sinurprise kc ako ni ian eh' whahaha... sayang nman pro ok n rn un.. ang taas n nga nun eh...

diagnostic test. khapon ngkaroon ng diagnostic test ayos lng nman.. maaga kming ntapos kya lng ang tgal nla buksan ung gate.. nkakainis..

megamall trip. plinano n nmin n ppmunta sa sm megamall kya lng ngkaroon p ng last minnute discussions nung nsa tpat kmi ng tricikelan.. hehehe.. kc ang dmi nmin kya kung mg- EEZ2 kmi.. ndi n kmi matatapos lhat.. kya un.. nghahati nlng.. ung iba sa sm fairwiew ung iba nman sa megamall.. pro sa huli sa megamall prn ung bgsak nmin.. mga 15 kmi.. kya lng tnatamd akong i- type.. whahaha.. eh di un ng- mrt.. kain sa tokyo2x.. sobrang ingay nga nmin at halatadong mga gutom kc cna ian at ej ngpadagdag ng 2 rice.. tpos c ej, nka- big plate.. hihihi.. kmi ni ninaj sumo meal(beef misono).. eh di un kain, picture, usap, tawanan galore.. sobrang saya.. eh di un.. diretso n sa timeout at wof pra mg- EZ@.. tpos pgdting nmin dun.. wla n pla.. kkpnghinayang kc un ung pnunta nmin.. eh di un maniax nlng kmi kya lng kakasawa nrn kya ng-basketball nlng kmi.. saya kmi ni joyce, ian robb ang mgakkasama.. tpos tri- ny pa nmn ung roller coaster rise na bsta can't explain.. ang saya, n nkakahilo.. at higit sa lhat npakainit sa loob.. whahaha.. enjoy tlga.. kya lng sa huli.. ndi n kmi ngkita- kita.. bumalik n kming 3 sa north pra i- meet c justine at dawn.. eh di un umuulan p.. eh wla kming payong.. buti nlng humina.... eh di un nung pauwi na.. bumili kmi ng mango/ blueberry cheesecake sa brownies unlimited.. ang sarap.. enjoy tlga ung araw na 'to..

ngayon. ayan.. isa sa pnkankakapagod n araw.. nging tatlong tao nga ako ngayong araw n 'to eh.. una ako ay nging broadcaster.. as in ng- costume kmi pra sa speech and drama.. ayos lng.. nkakakaba tsaka nkakahiya.. wla lng.. whahaha.. pangalawa ako ay nging sicentist.. o dba nka- lab gown n kmi sa chem. knina.. kakatuwa.. pangatlo ako ay nging isang athlete.. physical fitness kc sa mapeh knia at 1 km. run ung una.. kakapagod.. 3 round around the soccer field.. kakatnggal ng paa.. eh ndi pa nga nkaka- recover ung paa ko from its past misery.. whahaha.. tpos wla dn kming warm- up.. hehehe.. pro ang saya kya lng sobrang kkpagod tlga..

belated happy birthday nga pla ky gimbo.. hehehe..
ok k lng ba? sana knausap mo mn lng ako knina.. ndi kc ako sanay na gnyan ka eh..

ang haba pla ng post ko.. hehehe.. wag nio nlng basahin lhat.. bsta tag nlng kyo.. hehe.. sa susunod n lng ulit..

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This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

♥ain't your doll;
7:37 PM

schoolgirl.

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tales.

it's really hard to go on livin..
while loving someone secretly..
it hurts to see the one you love..
happy with someone else..
but the most painful thing about hidden love?

it never fades..

yes, its a nice feeling bein inlove...
but wen u get heartbroken...
you tend to go to different places,
see different people,
hangout with your friends till dawn,
drink till you drop,
smoke and fly, get wasted,
watch the most dragging scene,
laugh at the corniest joke,
smile to every one...
when you know deep inside...
all you want to do...

is cry...

love is a contradiction.
it's hard to find but easy to lose.
makes you feel good but hurts you like hell.
opens your eyes but makes you blind.
fill up your heart then... tears it apart.. :c

if a bird fell in love with a fish,
where would they live?
who keeps the fins,
& who loses its wings?
it's an irony but that's what love means..
"sacrifice.."

kung may kakayahan lang ang mga luha na sabihin ang mga dapat mong maramdaman, habang buhay na ako iiyak, dahil may mga bagay na mata lang ang nakakakita at luha ang lang ang may kakayahang magpadama.

its tru, setting sm1 free, s d hardest thing 2do, its nt d tirs u cryd dt mks it sa hard bt d smol piece of hope lft nsde ur hart dt smday ul stl end up 2gdr!

wg kng iiyak khit nkita mo n my mhal syang iba..
ni malungkot wg ha?
malay mo,
hnilng rn nyang..
smaya ka..
kht na..
di s piling nya..

even if we get hurt badly..
we'll find a way 2ease d pain..
nd learn 2 undrstnd nd 4giv..
u know y?..
kc..
kpg mhl mo ang isang tao..
lht ayos lng..

kpag ngpaalm k s mhal m
maiicp mo kng gano m cia kmahal
gano mo cia mamimiss
at kng gano cia khirap pkawln
kc alm m n pg ngpaalm k,
d n cia mgging sau kht kailan

The best feelings are those that
Have no words to describe them

kunwari msaya ako..
kunwari,, ok lng ako..
kunwari, lka ako problema..
kunwari, nasa langit ako..
ok lng bang icpn kong mhal mko?
kunwari lng nmn eh..

welcome.

credits.