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"bkt po ang skt? nagmamahal nmn po ako"
nyakap Nia ko at sbi Nia:
"kc anak, mnmhal mo ang taong inilaan ko para sa iba.."

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Friday, December 02, 2005

[**hardest things..]

Trying to hide what you really feel

Trying to hide the tears that involuntarily fall from your eyes

Thinking of him/her every waking and sleeping moment knowing all the while that he/she never even thinks a single thought of you...

Pretending you're OK when inside you're dying...

Pretending to be strong.... and recognizing your weakness

Lying in bed each night, thinking of that special person you can never have...

The hardest thing about love - believing it exists

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when u want some1 hu cn never b urs
it only gives u pain,
dats y b carefull in longing 4 some1
coz i dont want u 2 feel the pain
i felt when i longed so much 4 u...

♥ain't your doll;
10:44 PM

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schoolgirl.

♥//~arcee grande~//♥
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adulates.

'me 'family 'GOD 'heero yuy 'ryoma echizen 'edward elric 'tom felton 'blue 'pink 'lime 'lavender 'black 'chocolates 'ice cream 'vanilla 'yema 'sm 'mcdo(lab ko 'to) 'float 'apple pie 'mymp 'hale 'bamboo 'spongecola 'e- heads 'parokya ni edgar 'kamikazee 'pussycat dolls 'simple plan 'my chemical romance 'nickelback 'eating 'sleeping 'worlds of fun 'clug synergy 'gundam wing 'gensomaden saiyuki 'fullmetal alchemist 'naruto 'mirmo de pon 'kids next door 'twelve 'you

abhors.

^WORMS except mr. worm ^eggplant ^double dutch ice cream ^backstabbers ^plastics ^heartless people ^nit- pickers ^crabby ^impertinent ^uncivilized ^top- lofty ^unreasonable ^vexatious ^egoistic ^them

unravel.

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realms.

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well- wishers.

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memories.

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tales.

it's really hard to go on livin..
while loving someone secretly..
it hurts to see the one you love..
happy with someone else..
but the most painful thing about hidden love?

it never fades..

yes, its a nice feeling bein inlove...
but wen u get heartbroken...
you tend to go to different places,
see different people,
hangout with your friends till dawn,
drink till you drop,
smoke and fly, get wasted,
watch the most dragging scene,
laugh at the corniest joke,
smile to every one...
when you know deep inside...
all you want to do...

is cry...

love is a contradiction.
it's hard to find but easy to lose.
makes you feel good but hurts you like hell.
opens your eyes but makes you blind.
fill up your heart then... tears it apart.. :c

if a bird fell in love with a fish,
where would they live?
who keeps the fins,
& who loses its wings?
it's an irony but that's what love means..
"sacrifice.."

kung may kakayahan lang ang mga luha na sabihin ang mga dapat mong maramdaman, habang buhay na ako iiyak, dahil may mga bagay na mata lang ang nakakakita at luha ang lang ang may kakayahang magpadama.

its tru, setting sm1 free, s d hardest thing 2do, its nt d tirs u cryd dt mks it sa hard bt d smol piece of hope lft nsde ur hart dt smday ul stl end up 2gdr!

wg kng iiyak khit nkita mo n my mhal syang iba..
ni malungkot wg ha?
malay mo,
hnilng rn nyang..
smaya ka..
kht na..
di s piling nya..

even if we get hurt badly..
we'll find a way 2ease d pain..
nd learn 2 undrstnd nd 4giv..
u know y?..
kc..
kpg mhl mo ang isang tao..
lht ayos lng..

kpag ngpaalm k s mhal m
maiicp mo kng gano m cia kmahal
gano mo cia mamimiss
at kng gano cia khirap pkawln
kc alm m n pg ngpaalm k,
d n cia mgging sau kht kailan

The best feelings are those that
Have no words to describe them

kunwari msaya ako..
kunwari,, ok lng ako..
kunwari, lka ako problema..
kunwari, nasa langit ako..
ok lng bang icpn kong mhal mko?
kunwari lng nmn eh..

words that kill.