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"bkt po ang skt? nagmamahal nmn po ako"
nyakap Nia ko at sbi Nia:
"kc anak, mnmhal mo ang taong inilaan ko para sa iba.."

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Sunday, January 29, 2006

[**i, cry, when angels deserve to die..]

ok.. eto nnman ako.. mg-uupdate lng kng kelan npagtripan.. ewan ko b kc lgi nlang ako tnatamad at wla sa mood mg-update.. sayang andmi dmi p nmang mga happenings.. kya e2 ako ay mg-faflash back kc gsto ko and2 lhat sa blog ko.. hehehe... ccmulan ko sa pnaka-recent... mhaba- hbang post e2 mga pips... xP..

ayun khapon.. my praktis kmi ng speech choir sa bhay nila danna pro ndi ako umatend.. pasaway.. kc dumating kmi ni lp sa mcdo mga 10:30 n.. eh 8:30 ung tym.. pasensya kc ndi ko alm eh.. kya i decided to go with lp nlng.. ayun c mj ngyaya n mg-DOTA.. tpos nkita nmin cla reynald, ian kin, tom sa uncle bob's.. naiwan daw cla.. kya ayun sby- sby kming ng-dota.. (pro tpos ng laro umatend cla ng praktis ako ndi, ambaadd..) ansaya- saya mg-dota.. third tym ko plang.. gmit ko c sven.. kakaadik.. salamat nga pla sking mga "mentors" unang- una ky jomar..tpos cna jerick, tom, carlo.. salamat sa pgtuturo.. hehehe.. nung umaga ng-dota rn kmi tpos nung gabi dota prin.. mga 7:30 ata kmi ng-umpisa kc alng pc n mgamit.. tpos ayun na-adik.. mga 8:30 ntapos.. actually ndi pa tapos eh.. iniwan n lng nmin.. ang saya kc eh.. xP.. napaka-bad ko nga eh.. ndi n ako umatend sa praktis nmin.. (umatend ako ng praktis ng ibang section).. tpos puro dota ang gnawa.. ng-maniax.. ubos ang pera.. at gabi n umuwi.. ang baaadd tlga..

jan 27 (fri). ayun radio drama sa pinoi.. ok lng nman ang knalabasan.. pnghirapan tlga nmin un.. hehehe.. tpos e2 ng-dota me for the 2nd tym.. ang saya kya lng may tragic n ngyari.. ndi ko n ikukwento kc ang saklap.. tsaka ayaw ipakwento nung tao.. haayy... bsta ang saadd..

jan. 26 (thurs). praktis sa bahay nla mariah.. ang saya kya lng gabi n kmi nkauwi eh.. ang saya ksama ni pips..

ayan fast forward na.. ang dming ngyari.. ngpreserve kmi ng daga.. ntutunan ang pglalaro ng dota.. ng-cocross n kmi ni lp sa maniax.. mga lumipas na projects, quizzes, test.. mga ppaplano ng cyl II.. ang mga "pagsubok" na tinutukoy ni ninaj.. mga kasentihan.. mga tawanan.. lhat lhat n..

jan. 20 (fri) last day ng test.. sa wakasss.. ayun.. ap.. todo hula khit nbasa ko ung hand-outs.. pinoi.. ayos lng... mapeh.. hulaan nnman..yeyyyy.. nanood kmi ng narnia.. ang saya at ang lamigg... ang dmi dmi nminsa loob at ang ingay.. isang barangay kmi dun at 2 rows ang na-occupy nmin (may ilang seats na ndi na-occupy).. ayun iba-t ibang sec. kmi.. ansaya tlga.. tpos ang ganda p ng movie.. ang cool ng mga effects at ung language ang astig.. tsaka ito p pla.. ang cutie ni EDMUND PEVENSIE.. hehehe... and don't forget si ASLAN p pla.. xP...

jan. 19 (thurs). shet.. apat ang tinake kong test ntong araw n2.. una bio.. ok lng nman ng onti.. bnasa ko kc ung libro.. hehehe.. ngayon lng cnipag.. geom.. mdali ung 1st page pro pgdating sa likod ayun wla na... comp.. tnggap ko n n bbgsak ako sa test n 2.. ndi ko nkuha muntik n eh.. under tym pressure kc eh.. tech.. no comment.. angtagal qng natapos kya naasar 2loy c lp.. xenxia n.. xD..

jan. 18 (wed). first day ng exams.. ang hirap ng english khit ung identifying errors... kala ko p nman mdali kc wla maxadong lesson un pala.. tsk.. tpos ung algeb. ok lng nman.. ngpahirap ung true or false.. tpos ung test sa tech.. ndi natuloy.. ndi nmin alam kng bkit.. phirapan sa second day ng test... dpat ngayun kmi mg-prepreserve ni ninaj pro nde natuloy...

hayy.. sa wakas ntapos n rn ang pg-nanarate ko ng isang mahabang kwento.. sna plagi n akong mkapg-update sa blog... nakakapagod kc kung isahang post lhat..xD.. tulad ni lp o% ang crushlife ngyun.. hehehe... wla n akong masabi.. e2 lng... wish ko.. sna mging masaya n lhat ng tao.. xP..

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forever's not too long,
kung mahalaga syo
ang taong hinihintay mo...

♥ain't your doll;
10:17 PM

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Friday, January 13, 2006

antagal ko ng ndi ng-uupdate ng blog.. dmi ko kcng gnagwa at plagi akong inaantok.. andmi ng na-miss nitong blog ko.. cmula noong carol fest, christmas party, distribution of cards, christmas vacation, new year's day.. hayyy super duper late n 2ng blog ko sa mga happenings..

kaya fast forward na...

friday the 13th. kktakot.. friday the 13th kc.. tpos ung lights nung geom. ng-biblink.. creepy... pro sa 22o lng sobrang nghina ako ngyong araw na 'to.. ewan ko b pro ilang beses sumakit ang ulo ko.. hehehe.. simulan ntin nung english tym...

SRA. medyo nasa mood p ako nun kc susunod n ang bio. at mg-didissect n kmi.. excited tlga ako... pro nung malapit ng matapos ung tym tinamad n ako.. hehehe.. xP..

biology. yess.. sa wakas ay nkapag dissect n rn ako.. pro nghina tlga ako.. ako p ung lider pro wla nman akong maxadong ngawa.. dpat ako ung mghuhugas ng frog pro c ninaj ung gumawa.. mnsan ko lng nahawakan c "froggie" kc nkakaawa.. nung umpisa nga eh ng-sorry pa ako ky lord.. nging role ko lng ata eh ung pgpapahilo dun sa frog.. hehehe.. pgkatapos nung lhat ng gnawa kong pglalakad at pgtingin tingin xD, na-drain lhat ng energy ko.. hehe.. I have antgal nmin mg-dissect kc iniingatan tlga nmin.. grades din un 'pre (GC..xP)kya un inaabot ung lunch and computer tym nmin.. ang haba.. kya hinang hina ako kc xiempre all the tym n ng-dadissect eh nkatayo ka tpos ndi k p kumakain nun.. kya kmi ni ninaj 30 mins. late sa tech. dhil ng-paxerox at kumain p kmi.. pro corn lng ung knain ko kc sbi ko sa mcdo nlng ako kkain.. kya un..

algebra. sumunod nman ung recitation sa algeb.. mali pa ung sagot ko.. pra kcng lumilipad ung isip ko kc pagod tlga ako.. imbes n quadatic equation, formula ung nbigay ko.. shemm.. sayang un.. andali- dali n nga, mali pa..xP.. d2 ko na-feel ang friday the 13th.. hehehe...

geometry. inaantok tlga ako.. prang anghaba ng tym.. winish ko n sna mg-end n ung day...

winish ko n sna mg-end n ung day pro prang lalo png humaba... sobrang haba... prang andming ngyari... cnabi ko n sna mtapos n 2ng araw n 2... pro hiniling ko rn n sna ay ndi nalang ntapos 2ng araw n 2...
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i never got to say...
i left the secrets untold...

♥ain't your doll;
10:20 PM

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schoolgirl.

♥//~arcee grande~//♥
//arcee//chichi//-cee//rc//wandering the world for 15 yrs.//o4.29.91//taurus//only- child//st. mary's academy of cal. city//marian noon, kisayista ngyun//admin.//calalay//mathay 11//curie-uno//curie-dos//curie- tres//proud sophomore//true junior//mOhkxS//BF~LAB~STD//cute friends//COF(circle of friends) ako Tol!//COD(cause of delay/destruction//S.O.P.H.I.E.S//asst. treasurer, CYL1//business mngr., CYL2//secretary, CYL3//advanced technical writing//speech and drama//DMX, get it all, upside down, dynamite rave-minsan nlng//ZERO/EXCEED- starian, typhoon//dota- lich, sven, crixalis, terrorblade- napagiwanan na//friendly//tamad//certified crammer//optimistic sguro??//sophisticated//melodramatic//matatakutin//namby- pamby//gc-gc-han pro d nman tlga//mabagal kumain, mabagal kumilos lahat na//mahina raw mka-gets(d nmn maxado..)//mhilig sa anime//music lover//bubbly//maingay//makulet//masayahin//isip-bata daw//plaging gustong matulog//hyper mnsan//plaging gustong gumala//boat//shun//mirmo//hndi mgaling tumugtog ng instruments//cry-baby//stubborn//vertically challenged//mahiyain kpag sa ibang tao//adik na sa txt//mraming wishes//mnsan lng mg-senti plagi na ngayon..//

adulates.

'me 'family 'GOD 'heero yuy 'ryoma echizen 'edward elric 'tom felton 'blue 'pink 'lime 'lavender 'black 'chocolates 'ice cream 'vanilla 'yema 'sm 'mcdo(lab ko 'to) 'float 'apple pie 'mymp 'hale 'bamboo 'spongecola 'e- heads 'parokya ni edgar 'kamikazee 'pussycat dolls 'simple plan 'my chemical romance 'nickelback 'eating 'sleeping 'worlds of fun 'clug synergy 'gundam wing 'gensomaden saiyuki 'fullmetal alchemist 'naruto 'mirmo de pon 'kids next door 'twelve 'you

abhors.

^WORMS except mr. worm ^eggplant ^double dutch ice cream ^backstabbers ^plastics ^heartless people ^nit- pickers ^crabby ^impertinent ^uncivilized ^top- lofty ^unreasonable ^vexatious ^egoistic ^them

unravel.

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realms.

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well- wishers.

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memories.

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tales.

it's really hard to go on livin..
while loving someone secretly..
it hurts to see the one you love..
happy with someone else..
but the most painful thing about hidden love?

it never fades..

yes, its a nice feeling bein inlove...
but wen u get heartbroken...
you tend to go to different places,
see different people,
hangout with your friends till dawn,
drink till you drop,
smoke and fly, get wasted,
watch the most dragging scene,
laugh at the corniest joke,
smile to every one...
when you know deep inside...
all you want to do...

is cry...

love is a contradiction.
it's hard to find but easy to lose.
makes you feel good but hurts you like hell.
opens your eyes but makes you blind.
fill up your heart then... tears it apart.. :c

if a bird fell in love with a fish,
where would they live?
who keeps the fins,
& who loses its wings?
it's an irony but that's what love means..
"sacrifice.."

kung may kakayahan lang ang mga luha na sabihin ang mga dapat mong maramdaman, habang buhay na ako iiyak, dahil may mga bagay na mata lang ang nakakakita at luha ang lang ang may kakayahang magpadama.

its tru, setting sm1 free, s d hardest thing 2do, its nt d tirs u cryd dt mks it sa hard bt d smol piece of hope lft nsde ur hart dt smday ul stl end up 2gdr!

wg kng iiyak khit nkita mo n my mhal syang iba..
ni malungkot wg ha?
malay mo,
hnilng rn nyang..
smaya ka..
kht na..
di s piling nya..

even if we get hurt badly..
we'll find a way 2ease d pain..
nd learn 2 undrstnd nd 4giv..
u know y?..
kc..
kpg mhl mo ang isang tao..
lht ayos lng..

kpag ngpaalm k s mhal m
maiicp mo kng gano m cia kmahal
gano mo cia mamimiss
at kng gano cia khirap pkawln
kc alm m n pg ngpaalm k,
d n cia mgging sau kht kailan

The best feelings are those that
Have no words to describe them

kunwari msaya ako..
kunwari,, ok lng ako..
kunwari, lka ako problema..
kunwari, nasa langit ako..
ok lng bang icpn kong mhal mko?
kunwari lng nmn eh..

words that kill.