Sunday, February 26, 2006

[**ngumiti khit na napipilitan..]

yehey.. mg-update nnman ako after one wik.. medyo tnatmad n kc akong mgbukas ng pc pgdating ng bhay hehehe...

speech choir. buong wik kming ngpraktis pra sa speech choir.. umuuwi kmi ng mga 6:00 o 6:30.. whahaha pgabihan tlga.. sineseryoso n tlga nmin ang pgpapraktis kc nmn sa feb. 27 or 28 n un ata... kya lng xiempre ndi maiiwasan ung mga tampuhan...sna ay maayos n lhat.. paxienxia n kng mnsan eh ngiging pasaway ako..xP.. sna ay mg-cooperate lhat at umatend sa mga praktis... sna maging matino ung presentation ntin kc tlgang pnghihirapan ntin lhat un... hehehe...gudlak sa ating lhat...

english. isang linggo kming mga english at advance tech. kc wla c miss san diego.. masaya n sna kya lng.. tnambak nman smin lhat ng activities sa comm. skills.. phirapan tlga.. every day new topics tpos ipapasa pgkatapos ng period.. haayy.. eh umaabot ng 9- 11 act. every lesson.. kkpagod tsaka under tym pressure.. buti n lng tulungan sa ibang activities... hehehe...tsaka buti n lng ay npapasa ko ung skin on tym sa susunod ko n lng i-rerecheck un.. xD..

biology. c ma'am senilong n ulit ung teacher nmin kc umalis n cla ma'am curie at ma'am nova... hayyy.. nung last day tlga smin ni ma'am eh iyak ako ng iyak.. hehehe.. iyakin lng tlga ako.. dpat paunahan lng kmi ni reynald umiyak nun kya lng ngtuloy tuloy na.. tpos npili pa ni ma'am ung letter ko.. kya un habang bnabasa ko ung letter eh humahagulgol ako dun sa harap ung tipo bng ndi ko n nbabasa ung sulat ko.. hehehe.. nging close kc kmi ky ma'am curie tsaka ambait bait nia sa curie... hehehe astig noh kpangalan ni ma'am ung unang klase n na-handle nia.. tsaka tnatwag nia kming "mga anak" at ibinigay lhat ng considerations smin.. hehehe... mahirap tlga pg my umaalis n tao... hirap mgpaalam... xP

investigatory project. one wik na vacant ung elective tym nmin.. sna ay my mgawa kmi at matapos.. gudlak sming lhat...

card. kinuha ko n ung card ko nung fri... ambaba ng grades ko ngayong 3rd quarter.. ung minor subjects ko bumaba tlga.. pro ung major ko ayos lng nman mliban sa algeb.. tpos ung pnakamataas kong grade ay geometry.. whahaha... mahal na mahal ko n ngayon ung bio kc nging 94 ako dun pti advance tech.. whahaha.. bawi nlng sa 4th quarter.. pgbubutihan ko ang pnghuhula sa NAT.. hehehe xP...

YSG. ispiking of pnghuhula.. ndi ko inaasahan na mkakapasa ako sa first screening ng YSG.. hehehe.. hinulaan ko lng mostly of the items in the test.. multiple choice nman kc eh.. tpos unang part geometry and algebra.. shocks wla kong masagutan.. hehehe... ndi ko nga alam n nung mismong araw n un ung test eh.. tpos science part na.. medyo mdali.. tpos ung computer part.. ayos lng nman kc un ung assign. no. 1 nmin.. whahaha... gudlak sa 2nd screening.. xP..

patintero. whahaha... my bgo ng laro ang curie.. twing vacant o kya wlng klase ay ng-papatintero kmi.. hehehe.. ansaya kc eh... lalo n pg my mga ndudulas, ntataya.. xD...

klepto. andming nwalan ngayong wik n2... bkit b kelangang mnguha ng gmit/pera ng ibang tao?.. ndi b nla alm na pnghihirapan un.. tulad nlng ng ipon nmin nla lp, mj, cassa pra sa nwalang celphone ni jerick.. ang skit nun.. pngipunan yon lalo na ni lp, mj, cassa tpos kukunin lng... haayyy.. tpos ung wallet ni rem pti na ni mareca... grr.. ang skit mawalan ng gmit lalo na ng wallet, ndi lng dhil dun sa pera kundi dhl my mga nkalagay na gmit dun na importante tulad ng mga pics.. haayy.. nranasan ko ng mwalan... sna nman ay makonsensya kayo...

state of emergency. nwalan kmi ng pasok nung friday... nsa skul na ko nun nung snabihan kmi na wlang n ngang pasok.. at dhil pasaway ako.. ndi ako umuwi kaagad sa bhay.. dpat nga mg-wowof p kmi kng d lng ng-declare ng state of emergency.. hehehe... ng-praktis p nga kmi knila danna... pro xiempre ng-dota prin ako.. hehehe... ndi ko nga na-iintindihan kng ano n ang ngyayari eh.. sna ay mging matino na 'tong bansa ntin.. dmi na kcng nghihirap eh... whahaha.. xP

hanggang dito nlng.. cguro nxt wik n ulit ako mkakapg- update.. xP...

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Tulad mo ba akong nahihirapan
Lalo't naiisip ka
Hindi ko na kaya pa na kalimutan
Bawat sandali na lang

♥ain't your doll;
6:13 PM

Friday, February 17, 2006

[**tibok ng puso..]

hayyy.. pagkalipas ng ilang linggo ay mg-uupdate n nnman ako. hehehe.. xP... flash back nnman tau mga dudes...

mush pit. nganap 'to nung feb. 10 (6:00- 12:00)... pro wla akong npanood.. hehehe.. feeling ko tuloy sayang ung pera ko pro ok lng un... sayang at ndi ko npanood c bernice pro alm ko nman n super galing nyang c bernice.. hehehe.. pti ung ibang mga banda.. ndi ko man lng nrinig kng anong mga kanta ung tinugtog nla.. huhuhu.. ndi ko rn xiempre naabutan ung stonefree.. gusto ko snang mapakinggan ung ikot... pro may concert p nman ulit eh.. kya sna nman ay my mapanood n ako.. whahaha.. at ang nging dhilan ng aming pagiging late ay ang...

DOTA. sobrang naadik n tlga kmi ni mj gamit ang tambalang sven at luna moonfang.. hehehe.. ndi tlga kmi mkkpayag n ndi mkapaglaro.. kya un cnuyod nmn ang buong pag-asa.. ksama cla ~~joyce~~ cassa pla (xienxia xP..), david, daniel at mee-mhai na 1st tym plang mglalaro.. pro sa uncle bob prin kmi bumagsak.. nkakakain n kming lhat sa tokyo tokyo pro wla prng vacant slots.. hnintay tlga nmin kya ayun wla akong napanood sa mushpit kc cnundo n kmi ng daddy ni lp ng mga 9:00.. wawa nman ako.. hehehe.. ngayon nka-schedule n ang dota days pro ngyong friday ay ndi kmi nkapaglaro dhil my praktis.. bukas n lng.. hehehe...

valentines day. dumaan n ang araw ng mga puso.. ayun nging mganda nman ang araw.. hehehe.. nging masaya ako dhil masaya rin ang mga taong nkapaligid skin.. e2 nga pla ung message ko sa lhat pro sa 22o ay gling ky rens...

para sa lahat ng magsing-irog;
lahat ng nagmamahalan;
lahat ng may pagnanasa;
mahal ang taong di siya mahal;
nagmamahalan pero prehong torpe;
parang nagmamahalan pro naglolokohan;
gustong magmahalan kaso prehong sex;
sa lahat.. lahat..

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Ngunit di nagkatotoo, may iba kang nakita
Kaya't nakapagtataka ba't ako'y hinahanap mo pa
Kung tayo'y magkikitang muli, pwedeng magtanong sa'yo?
Ang tibok ba ng puso mo, nagbago?

♥ain't your doll;
9:44 PM

Thursday, February 16, 2006

[**sa likod ng mga tala...]

wla lng... npag-tripan ko lng n i-post 2ng mga surveys or kung ano man ang twag d2.. ansaya kc nlalaman mo kng ano k b tlga based dun sa mga tanong n cnagutan mo.. hehehe.. knila bea, lp, cassa ko 2 nkita eh... pa-forge ha.. xP...

What Planet Are You From?

You Are From the Sun

Of all your friends, you're the shining star.
You're dramatic - loving attention and the spotlight.
You're a totally entertainer and the life of the party.
Watch out! The Sun can be stubborn, demanding, and flirty.
Overall, you're a great leader and great friend. The very best!

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Sign Should You Be?

You Should Be A Gemini

What's good about you: witty and energetic, you're simply the most fun to be around

What's bad about you: you're flighty - losing interest in people and projects quickly

In love: you enjoy the "honeymoon phase," but after that it's hard for you to stick around

In friendship, you're: likely to have many groups of friends, with many different interests

Your ideal job: mime, guru, or cartoonist

Your sense of fashion: casual and simple

You like to pig out on: fast food, especially burritos

How Weird Are You?

You Are 30% Weird

Not enough to scare other people...
But sometimes you scare yourself.

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the day you left was the death of me. I thought I could manage, but every waking day is no different than the day before: a tedious collection of hours consciously trying to put you out of my mind, incessantly hoping to finally put you to oblivion. I know not though for which this life is in its utmost disgrace, to have had a glimpse of heaven in just hearing the sound of your voice or never to have met you at all.

♥ain't your doll;
8:02 PM

Saturday, February 04, 2006

[**the sun won't shine since you went away..]

bkit ganun? nwala ung pinost ko.. kya ito inuulit ko nnman.. nkakaasar.. tamad p nman ako mg-type..xP.. haayyy.. pro kelangan mg-update ng blog..hehehe..

kkpagod ung nkaraang wik pro ok lng kc masaya nman.. pro UBUSAN NG PERA.. nung monday ng- dota kmi.. ansaya nia pro ntanggal ako dun sa game kc nman ung pc eh.. kya ayun nglaro nlng ako mg-isa.. *sad*.. nung wednesday.. ng-dota nnman kmi.. mga addiktus.. masaya kc nnalo kmi ni mj.. hehehe.. nga pala.. salamat ulit ky jomar sa pgtuturo.. xP.. sven gamit ko tpos c mj c luna moonfang.. ang astig ng ecclipse nia.. tpos nung friday (the official dota day, dti maniax day xP).. nglaro ulit kmi... dun sa blitz.. medyo creepy and dark ung place pro ayos lng.. ntalo kmi pro nung una kmi n ung nananalo sa push.. kaasar.. pro ayos lng un.. wla c lp kc my sakit.. pagaling ka lp... next wik ulit...

off- campus. we had our off- campus last thursday in DOST library in bicutan.. malayo pro mabilis lng ung byahe.. we researched on the different investigatory projects and we have to find titles that can help/ support our proposed topics.. nghalungkat kmi ng iba't ibang files dun sa library.. muntik n nga akong mgka-sipon dhil allergic ako sa dust pro buti n lng ndi ntuloy...my mga times n masaya, my mga times n boring... masaya dhil nglaro kmi ng pyramind round sa stairs, ngpaunahan ng ma langgam at bulaklak.. kkpagod.. pro ayos lng wla nmang klase eh.. we enjoyed looking on kris aquino's billboards n sobrang dmi.. pro ung nka-attract sa attention nmin eh ung ksama nia c james yap (na color red) sa bench billboard.. ang astig tingnan.. hehehe.. kala nga nmin aabot p ng geom.. pro the driver is so mabait.. hininto nia kmi sa mcdo.. xP... sa monday ulit..xD

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When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go

♥ain't your doll;
5:03 PM

schoolgirl.

♥//~arcee grande~//♥
//arcee//chichi//-cee//rc//wandering the world for 15 yrs.//o4.29.91//taurus//only- child//~~st. mary's academy of cal. city~~//marian noon, kisayista ngyun//~~admin.~~//~~calalay~~//mathay 11//~~curie-uno~~//~~curie-dos~~//curie- tres//~~proud sophomore~~//true junior//mOhkxS//BF~LAB~STD//cute friends//COF(circle of friends) ako Tol!//COD(cause of delay/destruction//~~S.O.P.H.I.E.S~~//asst. treasurer, CYL1//business mngr., CYL2//secretary, CYL3//~~advanced technical writing~~//speech and drama//DMX, get it all, upside down, dynamite rave-minsan nlng//ZERO/EXCEED- starian, typhoon//dota- lich, sven, crixalis, terrorblade- napagiwanan na//friendly//tamad//certified crammer//optimistic sguro??//sophisticated//melodramatic//matatakutin//namby- pamby//gc-gc-han pro d nman tlga//mabagal kumain, mabagal kumilos lahat na//mahina raw mka-gets(d nmn maxado..)//mhilig sa anime//music lover//bubbly//maingay//makulet//masayahin//isip-bata daw//plaging gustong matulog//hyper mnsan//plaging gustong gumala//boat//shun//mirmo//hndi mgaling tumugtog ng instruments//cry-baby//stubborn//vertically challenged//mahiyain kpag sa ibang tao//adik na sa txt//mraming wishes//~~mnsan lng mg-senti~~ plagi na ngayon..//

adulates.

'me 'family 'GOD 'heero yuy 'ryoma echizen 'edward elric 'tom felton 'blue 'pink 'lime 'lavender 'black 'chocolates 'ice cream 'vanilla 'yema 'sm 'mcdo(lab ko 'to) 'float 'apple pie 'mymp 'hale 'bamboo 'spongecola 'e- heads 'parokya ni edgar 'kamikazee 'pussycat dolls 'simple plan 'my chemical romance 'nickelback 'eating 'sleeping 'worlds of fun 'clug synergy 'gundam wing 'gensomaden saiyuki 'fullmetal alchemist 'naruto 'mirmo de pon 'kids next door 'twelve 'you

abhors.

^WORMS except mr. worm ^eggplant ^double dutch ice cream ^backstabbers ^plastics ^heartless people ^nit- pickers ^crabby ^impertinent ^uncivilized ^top- lofty ^unreasonable ^vexatious ^egoistic ^them

unravel.

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realms.

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well- wishers.

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memories.

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tales.

it's really hard to go on livin..
while loving someone secretly..
it hurts to see the one you love..
happy with someone else..
but the most painful thing about hidden love?

it never fades..

yes, its a nice feeling bein inlove...
but wen u get heartbroken...
you tend to go to different places,
see different people,
hangout with your friends till dawn,
drink till you drop,
smoke and fly, get wasted,
watch the most dragging scene,
laugh at the corniest joke,
smile to every one...
when you know deep inside...
all you want to do...

is cry...

love is a contradiction.
it's hard to find but easy to lose.
makes you feel good but hurts you like hell.
opens your eyes but makes you blind.
fill up your heart then... tears it apart.. :c

if a bird fell in love with a fish,
where would they live?
who keeps the fins,
& who loses its wings?
it's an irony but that's what love means..
"sacrifice.."

kung may kakayahan lang ang mga luha na sabihin ang mga dapat mong maramdaman, habang buhay na ako iiyak, dahil may mga bagay na mata lang ang nakakakita at luha ang lang ang may kakayahang magpadama.

its tru, setting sm1 free, s d hardest thing 2do, its nt d tirs u cryd dt mks it sa hard bt d smol piece of hope lft nsde ur hart dt smday ul stl end up 2gdr!

wg kng iiyak khit nkita mo n my mhal syang iba..
ni malungkot wg ha?
malay mo,
hnilng rn nyang..
smaya ka..
kht na..
di s piling nya..

even if we get hurt badly..
we'll find a way 2ease d pain..
nd learn 2 undrstnd nd 4giv..
u know y?..
kc..
kpg mhl mo ang isang tao..
lht ayos lng..

kpag ngpaalm k s mhal m
maiicp mo kng gano m cia kmahal
gano mo cia mamimiss
at kng gano cia khirap pkawln
kc alm m n pg ngpaalm k,
d n cia mgging sau kht kailan

The best feelings are those that
Have no words to describe them

kunwari msaya ako..
kunwari,, ok lng ako..
kunwari, lka ako problema..
kunwari, nasa langit ako..
ok lng bang icpn kong mhal mko?
kunwari lng nmn eh..

welcome.

credits.